Words have been uttered
It brings music to the ears
Caused tears and despair
Yet you still wanna hear
It lured me to fantasy
And make me believe
Dreamland do exist
How could you break your promises?
If I smile no more, please don’t ask why
You know I’m hurting inside
Spare me a moment to be me
Is that too much to ask Honey?
Maybe you know me very well
You know I’d believe anything you say as if they were all real
Though an inner voice whisphers me something
” It’s all lies! Don’t ever hear a thing!”
I know I can’t do anything to change you
No tears, no pain will ever do
But I just couldn’t convince myself and make me believe
That you weren’t the same man have I loved and knew
How could not I be puzzled?
How could you say yes when you don’t even believe?
How could you stay when all you wanna do is to leave?
How could you love when there is trace of hatred?
Forgive me if I have judge you
Think of this as a sentiment poured over you
I may have misunderstood your language of love
You left me hoovering what’s it all about
Smile now my Dear or you could even laugh
Use my weakness and tear me apart
Every second when I close my eyes
Thought amnesia had hit me, erase all the past
Do you believe me when I say I’ll be okay?
Though all wounds will heal like they all say
Scars may fade and so is love
You would see me standing firm again without a doubt
I have no qualms I will recover
From hurts and tears, agonies and pain
If I surrender my future to HIM
I’ll be saved from all anxieties I have within
I fear about this so terribly
If I let go of all the hurts
Think no more of you and me
Maybe soon I’ll move on and forget you eventually
Should I be glad if I move forward?
Leave all the traces I once had
To leave you behind is a bitter truth
I’ve loved you so dear and I couldn’t forget
If your principle is all that matters
Who am I to argue, it’s not my deal
This one thing I would tell you
Everything will happen only when it’s meant to
I may have wasted so many years
But when I’m almost on the verge of losing it all
I found the light I need to kick up changes
You lit the torch and drive me away from darkness
You woke me up in unconventional way
Remind me of my duties and responsibilities
Today I shall strive to do more good
Thank you….for all the chances I got hold
